"Feels Like Home" - By Chantal Kreviazuk
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
I am returning to the office today, after sometime struggling with the venture. I feel the different, seeing new faces, wicked smiles, strange voice, ignorance act and empty space. Yeah... that empty space is my new place...I have to moved over because my old place is occupy by the other. Am I upset? Yes a bit... but its not the first time I move around and its ok..this is my enduring...i think i need to use the shoes with Edga card (Ragnarok Maniac ..was :p) for perfect enduring or Moonlight card to increase my speed so i can run faster and far...far away...
Then i realized.. I am still there, sitting, typing, completing my left over task..and I still not going to anywhere..until 5.30pm..I am going home.
Last night i am watching a movie. Its title is "Everybody's Fine". Its a story of a father who embarks on an impromptu road trip to reunite with each of his grown children. Unfortunately the truth of their lives are far from picture perfect. Travel from place to place of each of his children ,the father hands over a letter to each of them just to gave an old picture and a notes requested from them to return to home for Christmas. Maybe i am not telling this story in proper way, well i am not really good story teller. I didn't tell very well how's the conflict he faces along the journey, how he has been beaten and his medication had been step to dust just after he requesting a young man to said "thank you" for a small favor he did to him. How he miss his late wife by just calling his home to listen to her recorded voice on the voice mail and how he struggle to continued his journey with left over medication even its already turned into dust.
The father, questioning of himself why his children didn't tell about everything to him and why they all lie just to let him think everybody is fine even though he can feel the pain. This is what most of the children may do, to hide everything from the parent. do we? Well this is not the sad ending movie, even though along of the story the father lost one of his children. Its somehow regretful, passion, understanding and reunite to let all of us to know no matter how busy we are, the family always the first..
I'm back again..for these few years, perhaps i'am not losing my idea on writing the blog again..and now not because of someone will but it is from my own will..and it have to be lasting..